I know why i got so worked up before. But, it doesn't seem as important now. I'm over it.(Don't you hate this teenage hormone thing?) I love my life here. Just awhile ago i wanted to go back, i thought it would be great. But now if i were to do it, it would cruch me. It's even got me questioning if i still want to attend college in New York now. Anyway the point is, i'm completely fine now. And it's like it never happened. Sorry if this doesn't make sense, but it makes perfect sense to me.